Long story short, I had a meltdown within the last 24 hrs that has effected me for the most of the day today. The reasoning for this was of being unsuccessfully advocating for what I perceive, through countless hours of research and thought, to be the proper way to go about the next step for MY business with my advisers, who regardless of what I verbalize, is not enough reason to go ahead the way that I know is the next step for MY business that will benefit it the most, These type of meltdowns have been pretty common throughout my life and when the conditions, I calculated by knowing myself and contemplated everything about the situation for numerous hours, that will help me succeed the most are met, Guess what happens? I prove everyone wrong with what I am able to accomplish. I thought I would write down some examples.
Barrier: Writing for a reasonable amount of time Proposed solution: OT telling me I HAVE to write with a certain grip, Reason barrier was broken: Knowing that I had a deficiency that caused both hands to use muscles while writing I found the best grip that worked for me to succeed. To this day its still one of the oddest grips people encounter, but I have legible words and can write as long as needed. Barrier: Socializing Proposed solution: Attending social groups with other autistic individuals Reason barrier was broken: I knew life experiences were better than planned interactions so I carefully watched others socialize before making attempts to connect plus started watching dramas to study facial expressions and subtle verbal clues. There were a lot of creepy interactions, but you live and you learn. Barrier: Leaving Florida for college Proposed solution: Stay in Florida, it will be easier Reason barrier was broken: Due to some circumstances in high school I was done with Florida and just could not stand it anymore, if I was going to do anything in life I needed to leave so I took the Naval test and tested so well I was told I could have been anything in the Navy, told parents the results and was finally allowed to look at colleges out of state. P.S.- I would not be where I am today if I did not leave Florida for college Barrier: Raising GPA to join a Fraternity Proposed solution: Take a lot of junk classes in a row to raise GPA Reason barrier was broken: I knew I needed to focus on finding my calling first before trying to raise gpa so I worked my ass off when I finally got in MY major and was able to EARN my right to JOIN THE MOST HONORABLE SIGMA LAMBDA BETA FRATERNITY INTERNATIONAL. P.S.- Would no where be the man I am today if I did not work for this. Went from a 2.1 to a 2.6 Barrier: Catching a football Proposed solution: Your grip will increase with overall working out. Reason barrier was broken: Knew that my grip would not just increase that easily due to barrier 1 so I worked my ass off to improve my grip by consistently training my grip through grip exercises. Barrier: Writing my final college paper after moving from Tuscaloosa. Proposed solution: You can write it anywhere Reason barrier was broken: I knew I needed to be on my own with a computer that could not move. Once I got those things, paper was down very quickly. What can you take from this? When someone with special needs is self advocating for themselves, listen, try to understand, and never just say that's not the way to do it. They may not be able to communicate it properly, but it does not mean their reasoning is invalid or that they're incompetent in their reasoning or that their mind is stuck on a train track, you have no clue how many pathways were reasonably and logically closed before the only option left was the track they show you. Last thoughts: In my profession, doing what I am doing, I will be advocating for myself my whole life and the only thing that will make it worth while is to know that younger generations will be listened to when they advocate for themselves.
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5/23/2018 04:50:25 pm
would love to repost this on The Art of Autism with some high resolution, fun photos to go with it. It's a great read. Informative, organized, thoughtful, and "tools" driven.
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Mark
5/23/2018 04:51:44 pm
Yes, that would be great!
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AuthorMark Fleming- Person on the Autism Spectrum Archives
December 2018
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